Hey everyone, I usually don’t spill the beans about my life here, but today I feel like sharing how I’ve been doing lately. I understand that many of you struggle to express your emotions and figure out how to cope with them. If you’ve been feeling a bit off, just remember you’re not alone. Your mental well-being should always be your number one priority. Don’t let anything else overshadow it; taking care of your mental health is crucial for your happiness. Time is zooming by, and summer is slowly slipping away. This year seems to be passing in a flash, right? It’s a reminder that time doesn’t wait for anyone! If you ever feel like you’re falling behind, it’s totally fine. Take small steps or even hit the reset button if you need to. Live your life to the fullest and do what brings you joy, okay?
How am I feeling?
Not the best, but not all bad either. Lately, I’ve been feeling super stressed with everything going on. I find myself questioning my life, my goals, my career, you name it. I’m still dealing with a recent loss and trying my hardest to stay positive! My anxiety tends to make me worry and stress a ton, which is no walk in the park. It’s tough, but I know I’m not alone in this. I’m still young, barely in my 20s, yet I keep feeling like I’m falling behind when really, there’s no rush. Let’s not compare ourselves to others, you know why? Because we’re all meant to shine and standing out is way cooler than blending in. It’s a shame our generation sees everything as a race when we should remember that we can achieve anything with our actions! I truly believe our minds have the power to turn things around.
What have I’ve been doing?
I’ve been working with the community these past months for our first-ever Miss Cambodia pageant in town as part of the marketing committee. It was such a fun experience, and I’m honored to have had this opportunity behind the scenes. I’m very proud of the ladies for joining and representing their Khmer heritage throughout this journey. I’m excited about what’s to come and the expansion of recognition! I’m also spending time with family and friends, getting fresh air, dancing, writing, and connecting with people who share the same goals and interests as me!
Am I currently in school?
I was attending a community college online near my local area, but I’m currently taking a break from school for my mental health. I used to attend in-person classes, but I thought online classes would be better for me since I get easily distracted. I focus better by studying alone and not being around people. My GPA wasn’t great at first, but it has improved significantly since switching to online classes. Everyone has different learning preferences; some do well online, while others prefer in-person classes to see everything the professor is teaching and interact with other students.
What am I going to school for?
When I attended community college, I was trying to get my basics out of the way and bump up my GPA since it’s cheaper. I’m majoring in Liberal Arts with a focus on creative writing. I strive to become a journalist and marketer one day, and eventually pursue a career as a self-publisher and author as a secondary goal. I also want to focus on some of my passions on the side, such as dance and blogging. It’s not going to be an easy process, but I have faith and perseverance. In my opinion, you don’t necessarily need to go to school for my major as long as you have the right networking and connections, but everyone has their own route!
Am I going back to school?
When the time is right, then yes. Sometimes I wish money wasn’t such an issue for students who want to pursue a career and have a full-time experience on campus. I believe money shouldn’t stop us from following our dreams. However, college isn’t for everyone since you don’t always need a degree to be successful, depending on the field. But if college is a convenient path for you that leads to your career, then go for it. It’s frustrating how many graduates take years to find a job in their field after college. This isn’t the students’ fault, but a flaw in our educational system.
Do I miss high school?
I don’t even know why I’m asking myself this, because I personally do not miss high school. But I do miss some of the best moments and times that I shared. I obviously do not miss the bad memories, but the good ones that came with it. It’s crazy to think that it’s already been 3 years since I graduated from high school, and I wouldn’t want to look back. To be honest, high school wasn’t the best time for me. It was actually one of the loneliest years of my life, but I’m thankful for what high school taught me and how it prepared me for the future. Things did get better for me after high school, but not easier, I tell you. Life doesn’t just stop after high school because you finally see what reality is like in the real world.
Do I have a love life?
With food and boba, yes. Food before dudes, you know it! Haha, I crack myself up, right? Maybe not your cup of tea (lol), but I like to sprinkle a bit of humor in this blog. Now, onto some real talk about my love life – it’s a bit complicated. Not the drama-filled kind of complicated, but I’m not actively seeking a relationship at the moment. I’m focused on self-discovery because that’s what matters most to me. I want to ensure I stay true to myself and not lose sight of who I am by getting caught up in someone else’s world or investing time in someone who isn’t fully invested in me. Life is too short to settle for anything less than genuine love. If it happens, great! I’m prioritizing self-love first because that’s not selfish; it’s necessary to understand your own worth and value. I have high standards and expectations because I’m looking out for myself. Relationships can be overhyped these days, and you don’t need one to feel complete. I’m unapologetically being myself, and if that means standing out, so be it. The right person will appreciate me for who I am.
Welp, this post wasn’t supposed to be that long, but it ended up that way anyways. I normally post 2-3 times a month on here. I know I promised myself that I would keep writing more, so I’m going to keep challenging myself to speak out into the world. If you’re wondering, I read a lot to gain more ideas when I write. I try to come across different vocabularies and strategies in terms of creativity. Writing is honestly a great brain exercise, no matter how much your brain hurts from it. Therefore, I will continue to write, so feel free to stay updated on my journey. Just a reminder to stay happy, hydrated, and live your life the way you want! 🙂
Journey of Colourful Moments 